January 2010
It’s good to be sick on weekends. I wouldn’t do anything on them anyway and I don’t miss classes. But what do I care about my classes? I either don’t pay attention in them or I fuck them up. Shit shit shit i’m going to be sixteen. I don’t know if I can handle it! Sixteen is 2 years away from 18 which is when I have to choose a uni course and possibly live on my...
Juliet.
Surprised? Yeah, I am. A lot of things I’m not happy with but hm. This is good news. I wasn’t as happy as I thought I would have been. But I feel quite indifferent to a lot of things nowadays, after being inundated with all these intense emotions. Hm. I’m not as bad as I thought.
Sweet sixteens. There’s been 3 birthdays this week, two parties are over and one is this Sunday. My birthday is in two weeks. :/
I’m not one for birthday parties. Not my own anyway. Parties are cool, I throw em sometimes. Just not for myself. The idea of a birthday party is to celebrate (and/or validate) your existence. Yeah, not me.
16 years have gone by and I can’t list a...